SIP blues...

Dunno why i feel so tired and drained and exhausted after a day of SIP.. i am like super depressed that my blood-taking skills are like so rusty after like a year plus of absolutely no procedures done... (last time we were like taking bloods like gusto during our M3 electives) .. it's like super inconsistent and like nabisco chicken-in-a-biscuit, the veins are like "now you see it , now you don't".

SIGH i feel this burst of lack of confidence.. and i always have to smile graciously like a well-trained SIA girl to the patients' relatives that everything is alright. well there's plenty of time, and it er.. probably helps that my consultant is supppppppeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr particular about our conduct, work attitude, clerking skills right down to our handwashing..

sigh can someone give me a confidence boost?